There's no need to complicate, our time is short, this is our fate

jhisksan @ 2009-12-24T19:54:00

2009-12-24T11:54:14Z

This is me with killer bags greeting my Flist a Merry Christmas and because I'm retarded I can't resize it so it's under the cut. And yes I'm Santa's little helper. :D

I've been inactive lately, but I think I might be officially gone for a while and I'll be back by February. Yep by then my thesis is done and I'm about to take my tests. So yeah bye flist I'll miss you. Save/Bookmark the Jared-centric fics for me!

edit: Oh here are Kame and Jared picspams. Because it's Christmas I have weird taste in me or I should say I don't have a taste because when you put Kame and Jared side by side they are so different and yet I love them both so.


they both have contagious smiles

While Kame is slender and sometimes mistaken for a girl	Jared is I'll let you decide.

They are both adorable in their own ways
Kame reminds me of a kitten or a racoon.	While Jared is clearly a puppy
Kame has Jin peeping Jin adorable Can I just say that akakame ship is unsinkable 11 years boo yeah!	Jared has Jensen Do we see a pattern here? See what I mean J2 is catching up, the ship is 4 years old right?

I miss the the younger akame years, when they were still dorks and don't have to worry about public opinion.

A Lucifer/Sam drabble

2009-12-10T15:00:45Z

this is for dongbang_sarang woot for Sam and Lucifer. This is a tiny drabble to kick start Sam and Lucifer.

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Sam lets darkness eat him during his sleep. He fights for Dean during the day; he doesn’t have enough time for self pity then.

When all else is quiet that’s when he let his guilt consume him. Sometimes he even hear the voice of people he can’t save, the people he killed and the people he damned by letting Lucifer out.

He doesn’t say anything when someone points out that he let Lucifer out. That it’s all his fault, he just looks down because how are you supposed to answer that, even if it’s a douche-self-righteous-angel that’s dropping it in your face.

When he sleeps Lucifer chases all the bad away. Like a mighty protector, he gives him a sly smile. Before he wakes up, Lucifer always kisses his forehead, with a gentleness that almost makes him cry, then he remembers who it is.

He whispers to him; “You’ll say yes to me Sam, no need to endure this.”

Then Sam is left with nothing.

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Wish me luck I'm taking a test tomorrow for a 6 weeks training that would help me after I graduate.

No Holiday for me

2009-12-09T15:14:32Z

I have no one to blame but me anyway.

*sighs* Okay, Remember when I said that about 12 boys from my class is watching supernatural. They all watch supernatural now. Which is like whoa. It's so weird but fun anyway.

I was watching mystery spot with them and is it just me or ~~Gabriel~~ the Trickster seem fond of Sam. I should just shut up, maybe it's just because I ship Sam with everyone. Yes Sam is my fandom bicycle, shuuusssh now. But the Trickster was totally under Sam's puppy eyes spell!

Thank you for people who sent me virtual gifts! I love love love the snowflake cookies!

Okay this seems silly and childish but I can't help but go D: whenever someone posts about snow. I have never seen snow ever. EVER. So don't be surprised when I go all giddy when I finally see snow. I'll probably make a whole post about it.

Okay back to RL now.

I couldn't resist this things.

2009-12-05T03:06:30Z

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In November I ruled Iran as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points). Last Thursday I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). Last Monday I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points). In March I helped jhisk across the street (6 points). Last Saturday I put gum in sam_dean_fetish 's hair (-12 points).

Overall, I've been nice (619 points). For Christmas I deserve a Lego set!

Sincerely,
jhisksan

I do this every year and it never fails tp amuse me. kthankzbai. I'm psuedo busy.

PS I want my freakin lego set Santa!

jhisksan @ 2009-11-25T22:43:00

2009-11-25T14:43:14Z

Step One

- Make a post (public, friends locked, filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) to your LJ. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

- If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.

- Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ, or link to this post (it'll be public) so that the holiday joy will spread.

Step Two

- Surf around your friendslist (or friends friends, or just random journals, or wish_list
to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

- If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

My wish List

1. Pray that I can finish my thesis. Or just wish me luck, I'm so freakin nervous about it.

2. A Sam or Jared Icon I lack one. Heck it can be Jensen and Jared or Sam and Dean, even Lucifer and Sam. I know I'm just lazy but I lack involvement with the SPN fandom, sod that to any fandom.

3. Greet me at Christmas Day? I know I'm from the Philippines, but regardless of where you live, I love to hear from you. Comment here,email me, whatever is fine.

4. Akame picspam. I transferred desktop so all my Kame, Jin or Akame pictures are left behind, all I have is memory. Because Kame and Jin love is just adorable.

5. Kame love, in a form of fic, picture, whatever. Because that boy needs more love, and people loving him makes me happy. Kamenashi Kazuya is awesome regardless of what people say.

6. Anything J2 related. Icon? Picspam? Fic? Manip? can it be jared centric? but regardless it still makes me giddy.

7. me in Takiko Cosplay with Chariz as Uriki.

8. Any gaming console. My brother broke my psp so sad.

9. New books to read, which I will after finishing my thesis and writing those fic bunnies that keeps eating my brain.

10. For EVERYONE to have a happy Christmas.

jhisksan @ 2009-11-25T22:10:00

2009-11-25T14:10:31Z

I never realized a lot of people even liked me. We had this retreat last week, a retreat you see is a requirement for a graduating college students in my DLSL. I can honestly say that my almost four years with my block mates are amazing, most of my blockmates are boys, sure they seem loud and obnoxious most of the time but yeah, they are less judgmental and more accepting.

Though most of us are awesome, we still have silly misunderstandings, most of them escalates and damages friendships. We went to the retreat different persons with different cliques.

Throughout the retreat, since the class are barely talking to each other, we were asked to hug everyone. It was awkward for some, but we managed. That was when the magic began. The next day when were asked to do the mirroring activity, where you will say what you like/love about a person and you get to speak everyone. That was when we started to forgive without even apologizing, a simple hug and an ounce of understanding and forgiveness was all it took. Anyone would have laugh to see 19 grown men and 6 grown women crying their hearts out.

Boy was I surprised, who knew forgiving and being forgiven was this easy.

Now we're passed the childishness just understanding and closeness. It's silly, cheesy and probably unbelievable. But sometimes it's a wonder why humans choose a life of unforgiving misery. It was amazing.

Too bad it's our last semester together, but regardless, we'll all still be friends anyway.

Hahaha, aside the retreat, I'm way behind schedule. So if I die in LJ, I'm just finishing my thesis and actually getting some job done. Plus writing the bunnies that had been bugging me since forever.

On other news. My boys are watching supernatural. Yes I call them my boys! Almost half of them marathoned from season 1 - 4 and I kinda find it peculiar because, male fans! They actually exist. I had an observation though, most of them liked Sam better and are so bored with Castiel, but thinks that Dean is funny.

You wouldn't believe the giggles I hold back when I hear them quoting lines from the show.

This is us

Back to college

2009-11-11T14:26:39Z

I'm so screwed. I did nothing with my 3 weeks break. So I'm going to rush developing my project. I also need to finish letters to my blockmates for our retreat! I want them to appreciate it so yep, I've already started, then scrap my work, started then err you know. I'm so ADD that it burns.

Some of my blockmates started to watch Supernatural (they started watching season 1) and we've been talking. It's kinda nice to have someone to talk to who doesn't have a slash goggles. Plus all of them are guys so yeah. It was nice because they pointed out the bond between Sam and Dean, how they rely on each other, how they help one another and how they need each other. They see the codependency between the brothers and they think it's cool, seeing their lifestyle. They also pointed out that JDM always looks cool even if he's old! They even like the 'sweetness' between Sam and Dean because I think they are weird like that.

One guy, who has been watching from the start started ranting that everyone should give Sam a break. He said that everyone had a part on the apocalypse, the angels, demons, heck even Dean. They are all to blame so they need to stop pointing fingers. *pats sammy* And trust me I almost hugged him. Because he does have a point. The situation they are in right now is a freakin domino effect.

What took me by surprise was when I mentioned that Jared refused a role at GIJoe because of supernatural, one of them countered that it's because Jared is having wayyyyy to much fun with Jensen. When I looked at him he has that look that look that implies something! Everything! (trust me I know these me, I've been with them for 4 years) I was like O_o okay maybe they do have slash goggles after all. But it was fun. ^_^

Here are random pics of me dorking around with my blockmates

ahh halp?

trapped and still happy about it!

They are hooked nao!

Writer's Block: Famous last words

2009-11-11T02:19:27Z

If you were close to death, what would you choose for your last words? To whom would you want to say them?

Submitted By whoismarion

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jhisksan @ 2009-11-10T15:02:00

2009-11-10T07:04:01Z

Banner by woodstarlingOMG this meme just kills me!

jhisksan @ 2009-11-09T13:54:00

2009-11-09T06:04:35Z

Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Lucifer / Sam Winchester
Theme set: Alpha
Title: Push and Pull
Rating: R
Warning[s]: Slash, non graphic sex
Notes: I fail so much. I kinda gave Sam and Lucifer a vanilla feel.

My entry for 1sentence

01 – Comfort

Sam doesn’t mind when Lucifer visits his dreams because in a twisted kind of way an angel is watching over him.

02 – Kiss

His vessel kisses the form of his dead girlfriend, a kiss so chaste, full of love and love that is lost and a twinge of hope.

03 – Soft

He actually doesn’t mind, the remaining love in his vessel is what makes him so breakable so after Sam’s speech about hope, he softly points out that he freed him.

04 – Pain

Sam can’t breathe, because no matter how he tries to deny, it Lucifer was not lying.

05 – Potatoes

Sam was ordering French-fries when Lucifer found him, in a gut reaction he ran away forgetting his fries.

06 – Rain

He’s cold and wet, but he doesn’t care, he knows he can’t run anymore.

07 – Chocolate

After weeks of trying to pretend that he doesn’t exist, his vessel finally acknowledges him by offering him a half eaten chocolate bar.

08 – Happiness

“Are you happy running around in circles Sam?”

09 – Telephone

He doesn’t expect Dean to answer, but he still calls him every month, turning off the telephone, slightly relieved since he doesn’t know what to say anyway then the eyes looking at him with pity makes him feel more pathetic than he actually is.

10 – Ears

“Maybe you should just accept that he will never answer, because just like you he’s too busy running away.”

Close your eyes for the things that you don’t to see, cover your ears for the things you want to hear, suck it up for the things you don’t want to feel.

11 – Name

“Samuel, God has heard. Maybe when we find him, he will.”

“Great, Satan is starting up casual conversations with me.”

“My name is Lucifer, the light bringer.”

12 – Sensual

Hands all over his body. Sam knows he can’t fight this, he has no self respect left anyway. Biting back a moan he listens to Lucifer’s lullaby. “Slowly Sam, you’ll say yes. Soon, you’ll accept me” the light bringer hums again and again.

13 – Death

“You’re upset.”

“I can’t save anyone.”

“All lives here on earth ends at one point.”

14 - Sex

Despite being with him all the time, Lucifer still invades Sam’s dreams, making him feel like he doesn’t even own himself anymore, making him cry with pleasure and shame, yet can’t hate Lucifer so he hates himself more.

15 – Touch

Sometime, it seems like his vessel is fading with grief but like a good soldier, he sucks it up and moves on and Lucifer can’t help but touch him and feel a tiny bit of pride; his vessel is one stubborn human but it will be worth it in the end.

16 – Weakness

His growing attachment to his vessel is a shame, for such an imperfect being he attracts such powerful beings around him and it makes Lucifer wonder if he’s really the hunter or the prey.

17 – Tears

“Humans are so imperfect.”

“That makes us humans.”

“Don’t you want to be something more Sam?” cries Lucifer.

18 – Speed

It felt like a lifetime ago when he was riding shotgun with Dean. Now he’s driving a beat up truck with Lucifer on his fucking passenger seat.

19 – Wind

“I’ll fly around after you say yes.”

Sam’s habitual curse and promise to never say yes wasn’t heard, instead he thought of how much he liked the feeling of wind against him.

20 – Freedom

“Why are you following around? After two years can’t you ever get it that you won’t anything from me?”

“Isn’t a guardian angel free to guard his charge? That’s right Sam, you don’t have one on your back, and you never did. Don’t worry I am more than enough to keep you safe.”

21 – Life

“Life is fragile Samuel.”

22 – Jealousy

Lucifer was annoyed when his vessel muttered; “I’ve been researching and I decided that Michael is quite cool.”

23 – Hands

Somewhere along the line Sam stopped protesting and he ends up here, hands held by Lucifer and coaxing him to say yes like always.

24 – Taste

Sam makes him eat the chocolate insisting that he must feel hungry sometimes.

25 – Devotion

“No one is allowed to hurt you Sam, not even yourself.”

26 – Forever

“Don’t worry Sam you’ll never be alone again, I’ll be your companion till the end of time.”

27 – Blood

“Don’t you think that it’s such a cruel joke that my brother’s vessel and you share the same blood like we do?”

28 – Sickness

Lucifer hates how fragile humans are, Sam is sick and he cannot heal him without Nick’s body giving up on him.

29 – Melody

His life now feels like a song, that nobody heard, pointless and empty.

30 – Star

Sam thinks that he’s really losing it when he automatically muttered; make a wish, to Lucifer when he saw a falling star, to his dread the fallen angel looks at him saying “Say yes to me.”

31 – Home

“Where is your home Lucifer?”

32 – Confusion

Sam was so used to having Lucifer with him that he was actually puzzled when he spent a week without him.

33 – Fear

Lucifer’s absence made feel different kinds of dread, for his world, for his former friends, for his brother and for his fallen angel as well.

34 - Lightning/Thunder

Sam should have known that Lucifer will return accompanied with a cliché Lightning and Thunder, though he wished that the lightning struck him because, Lucifer also brought with him the realization he’s the closest thing to friend that Sam has now.

35 – Bonds

“I have a brother too, I’m sure that Dean loves you as Michael loved me.”

36 – Market

Sam swallows a gulp of air, his way to market and back to the motel room he could have sworn that everyone was possessed.

37 – Technology

Sam admits his fears, it’s no use lying to someone who reads you like a Lie Detector.

38 – Gift

“You were made for me Sam, God’s last gift for me I suppose.”

39 – Smile

Sam never smiles, Lucifer thinks it’s because he doesn’t have a reason to.

40 – Innocence

“Why do you keep on hoping when there’s nothing left?”

“Because it’s all I have.”

41 – Completion

“This world started its own demise all we have to do is complete the task.”

42 – Clouds

“If you think this world would ever change then delusion clouds your mind.”

43 – Sky

Looking up the sky, Sam honestly thinks that he’s getting nowhere so he looks at Lucifer wanting to ask him a question.

44 – Heaven

When Sam asked him if heaven was too boring for him, Lucifer almost laughs.

45 – Hell

He thought that he knew humanity when they brought their sins with them to hell, but here’s one human that proves him wrong.

46 – Sun

“I’ve learned my lesson; I won’t stare at the sun anymore, because now I’m crazy I think my hope is for you.”

47 – Moon

“When I was a kid, I loved the moon but it will be cliché when I say yes with a full moon.”

48 – Waves

When Sam said yes with a smile, he knew created the ripple that will start the end, but doesn’t care anymore.

49 – Hair

Lucifer smiled back, ruffled his hair and muttered a sincere thank you.

50 – Supernova

Sam Winchester was no more, he helped give shine to the light bringer but created a black hole on his brother’s heart and an angel’s goal.

hellllooo? echoes

2009-11-04T14:31:14Z

jhisksan @ 2009-10-26T00:31:00

2009-10-25T16:41:05Z

HAPPY 10th YEAR OF FRIENDSHIP BESSIE. I LOVE YOU.

Thanks for being there for me. And even though we had to move apart, we're still going strong. And even though when we grew up we changed a little bit, heck we still love each other.

Here are some photos of use dorking around, and I'm not even gonna cut it because we're awesome together.

A great tragedy: Ondoy

2009-09-30T13:56:42Z

Ít was Friday afternoon when it started raining nonstop. After a there was a blackout within my community, i didn't mind it because I'm pretty used to power outage whenever there's rain here, and it doesn't even last that long. I went about my business and continued my thesis. Through the night the power supply was on and off. When we were satisfied we finally chose to retire for the night. I woke up and the power was already stable. But when I was about to encode my thesis the power went out again, the rain haven't stopped pouring since Friday afternoon. (yes our power supply is that premetive :P)
Since we have Saturday class we decided to go to school, encode our thesis there and for consultation purposes. My thesis adviser, miss Laylo, Cheenee and I spent the day with each other finalyzing our DFD and I went home and the power was till out. The rain haven't stopped it's downpour. Soaking almost everyone. It wasn't until 9 in the evening that we regained our power supply and I was horrified.
Ondoy hit Manila. It hit hard.
The streets were flooded. People stranded. People were cold. People were hungry. People were dying. Out metropolis was submerge under a great deluge.

these are only few of the thousands and thousands of Images of what Ondoy(Ketsana) Did to us. But despite of all of the heartbreak and all the pain. I'm so proud of my countrymen. Manila, was the center of the Philippines, all kinds of people live there, rich and poor, celebrities and commoners, business tycoons and street vendors, they were there. And yet during the great deluge, there was this drive to help each other. Everybody made an effort. and even though ~~our government was not prepared~~, our country was not prepared. Here we are, all facing a great problem. A problem that we can only face if we all work together.

I wanted so bad to volunteer. But I live far away from, Manila, and since our province was not affected our classes were not suspended. I just donated.

Hurricane Katrina rainfall = 380mm in Louisiana
Typhoon Ondoy rainfall = 410mm in Manila

I believe though my country is in difficult times we can rise again.

I believe that this tragedy is a wake up call. For the government and people alike.

other links
behindinfinity.deviantart.com/journal/27461246/#comments
ondoy.tumblr.com/

How to help.

moongirl.wordpress.com/2009/09/28/donating-to-manila-from-abroad/
jeannecarmel.blogspot.com/2009/09/repost-ways-on-how-you-can-help-victims.html

forgive if I'm still Incoherent. This is all so surreal to me.
And please pray for us, another storm is coming our way and we still haven't recuperated.

2nd week of drabble/ficlet exercis for meh!

2009-07-12T16:59:58Z

Yay second week for me! :D though this time I decided not make them longer than a hundred words, which is really hard for me! But I hope you guys liked it though! again bear with me, I'm really rusty. And oh this contains a lot of Kame!New hair love because it deserves it! And oh my first SPN writing or whatsoever! I love love those boys.

Supernatural: Dean and Sam

Dean is more than enough for Sam. Always have been, always will be.

Sam was all Dean ever needed. Always have been, always will be.

They spent most of their lives together and even if they were apart they know that they will be there for each other whenever they need be.

Now that deep a wedge between them exists, inflicted by two opposing forces that tore them apart, they wait for the coming of ‘Lucifer’ the Lightbringer of demons. They fear not for they are standing together and that is more than alright. Always have been, always will be.

Pairing: R and E

Even with his futile attempts to stay strong, R lost hope with the band ever since E left. You can never catch him saying that aloud though, he’d die trying to prove to E that they can make it.

If he fail, it won’t hurt because he tried his best. What hurts is that he felt like they drove E away, as if they were never friends. That was something no can control though. Things changed.

He doesn’t know what did though but E, being mature enough, was the one who walked away because it kept them alive, to live.

Supernatural: Dean and Sam

When Dean and Sam shared their first kiss it felt so natural that it’s almost weird. Despite the different levels of wrongness that they crossed, it felt normal, just like breathing air.

Sam, lanky with all the glory and awkwardness of his teenage years, climb on Dean’s lap with a naughty grin on his face. Dean trying to feel everything that was his brother, he can feel guilty later, better yet never. Because Sam is more mature than his age and Dean is smarter than he looks.

They need this. Fuck everyone else, the Winchester boys lived for each other.

JE: Kame centric (pikame, ryokame, akame errr everyonekame hints)

Kamenashi Kazuya’s eyes narrowed he’s being stalked since he changed his hair. There was this nagging feeling that someone was going to jump him.

Maybe he was just tired or being weirdly paranoid.

Inside his apartment, Ran-chan was barking like crazy that was when he glanced outside and noticed almost half of Johnny’s talents outside the window. He would have screamed if he wasn’t so annoyed.

Reprimanding them for stalking him, he was left with nothing to say when they countered that his new hair looks ‘really’ great.
All he could do was mutter “Freakin Johnny’s Ninjas.” Under his breath.

The Fish The Fox and SasUke verse

Suigetsu once attempted to join Sasuke’s shower water, but he was almost killed with Chidori Nagisa. Suigetsu learned that he can’t push too hard on Sasuke, he’ll probably kill you, so he learned how to be subtle.

He instead mixes with small moist gathered at Sasuke’s drinking glass and there he gets kisses from the Uchiha and no one notices. But he reckon Sasuke suspects something because he always gives him suspicions looks. Okay he can blame that on his second attempt to join Sasuke’s bath.

And though Sasuke tolerates Suigetsu’s tiny kisses, Naruto will always have that first kiss.

JE: Kame centric

Kame knows that someone hates him somewhere, it was just yesterday when was being stalked by half of everyone he knows at Johnny, and boy did he feel like an idiot.

Now he got the shock of his life when Yamapi, Jin and Ryo showed up in his door step as Akira, Hayato and Haruto complete with uniform.

“Ryu- chan we heard you were teaching! Maybe we can help you practice. Kon-Kon”

“This better be good”

“Oi Ryu I’m your favourite right? OW! What’d you hit me for Monkey?”

For the second day in a row Kamenashi Kazuya is speechless.

JE: Akakame

Jin loved seeing Kazuya as Ryu because it brings him back in the time when it was less complicated.

Jin loved seeing Kazuya as Ryu because remembers the time he spent with Kazuya while shooting Gokusen two.

Jin loved seeing Kazuya as Ryu because he just loves his hair on him, most of the time he wonders why Kazuya can’t always wear that hair, but he remembers that absence makes the heart grow fonder.

Jin loved seeing Kazuya as Ryu because he becomes Hayato too, and they were still best friend, they’d do anything for each other, nothing else mattered.

jhisksan @ 2009-07-09T21:09:00

2009-07-09T13:21:38Z

Happy Birthday to Chariz, My one and only lady love. The Mello to my Matt. let it be known that I love that girl!

too bad, that she doesn't have an LJ but hey, not a reason not celebrate eh?

Ohhh peeps do drop me a request for my drabbles, I'm practicing writing before actually writing fics so I don't have to torture people with my bad writing. teehee

first set of my weekly drabbles.

2009-07-05T17:50:46Z

Yay Here's my first set do read specially those that is relevant to your interest.

Jun and Kame

“Stop copying my style Kamenashi!” Jun complained loudly.

“But Matsumoto-sempai, I’m not copying you! I have better style than you!” Kamen replied with a smile.

“Why you little. You’re still my junior remember that!”Jun glared at the seemingly amused Kame.

“Last time I remembered, our bands have both debut.” Kame challenged.

Jun was about to lunge at Kame, when the other giggled and gave up.

“Alright, alright. Yes you’re still my sempai and I really do look up to you as an inspiration.” Kame then offered him a genuine smile.

Lost for words Jun can only stutter.

“Oh... okay, want to shop?”

Nobuta wo Produce

Knowing that Nobuta can smile now, Shuji felt accomplished, not because he did what he promised to do, but because he helped a friend along the way.

Glancing at Akira, still hyper and incoherent beside him, he couldn’t help but also smile.

Shuji knew how much Akira liked Nobuta, he should’ve stayed with Nobuta. Instead Akira chose to be with Shuji and keep him company, making sure he is not lonely.

Shuji hopes that through Akira’s exterior he can understand how much that means to Shuji, and that Shuji knows that he can rely on Akira anytime and that Akira can rely on Shuji whenever too.

Gokusen 2

Ryu was pissed at him when he clung to him like a child, but Ryu being Ryu, he let Hayato do what he want. He stayed the night, even if he promised his father to be back early, he stayed for Hayato and he stayed because he needed to. Ryu slept there Hayato still refusing to let go.

Hayato didn’t want to let go, knowing too well that in the morning Ryu will be leaving in the morning.

As his best friend sleep, he can only hold on tighter, savouring the moment, because Hayato doesn’t leave in the past, nor in the future, he lived for right now.

Sasuke Naruto and Suigetsu(The Fish, The Fox and SasUke verse)

Sasuke thinks that all of his veins have already popped because of the two ninja’s that refuse to let go of either of his hands. Being a subject of the tug of war was never fun but both Naruto and Suitsu doesn’t seem to have a learning stimuli. After the first time they did this to Sasuke, he lost his patience and used his Chidori Nagisa, making both ninja fall to the ground.

Sasuke though really quiet, he doesn’t do quiet when he’s the rope of a tug of war, he tried to scream, (seeing that they were in the forest and there’s no way he’ll lose his dignity here), but all of his shout and insult directed to the two seemed to drown with the two loud idiot’s screams. Defeated, Sasuke just sighed, why is his life so miserable.

Having just about enough, he yanked at a random side, determined to get free and make a run for it. What he didn’t expect was for the three of them to lose their balance.

In a split second he was lying on Suigetsu’s chest and Naruto was sprawled on top of him, staring shocked at him. He wanted to make a run for it already as originally planned but it’s really hard when he’s ‘sandwiched’ between Suigetsu and Naruto, plus the two still have deathgrips on either of his wrist.

With a shudder Sasuke deduced that he’s one fucked ninja, no pun intended.

Uchiha Madara
Uchiha Itachi, a genius, a lot of potential a going to be buried with you. I look at your still warm corpse and you seem content. Pathetic.

How pathetic Itachi Uchiha must have been, thinking you can shelter your brother from the world. Breaking Sasuke over and over again in the process. For some genius, Itachi you’re one big fool. You could have achieved more if your brother had been a willing participant. Communication is required for a relationship to work, any relationship, even him Uchiha Madara, an evil outcast of the world knows that.

If you hated communication that much, you could have used your brother Itachi, made him your spare, could have saved your life. After all that gullible boy would agree to anything you want. You should’ve taken his eyes, instead you lived a life waiting to die and now when I look at your brother I am reminded of how I have forsaken mine.

Though I thank you for what you did Itachi, because now I have the most beautiful doll in my possession. A puppet so breakable and mine to control, mine to bend, mine to break.

R and E

Okay Here's R and E a new pairing of mine that I can't reveal because I'm too shy. But if you know R and E you probably figured this one out already.

R’s knew that his feelings was mixed towards the reunion. He always thought that gaps can never be bridged once left for too long, and theirs is monster that can easily eat anyone alive. The reunion though makes him want to bridge that gap with nostalgia and bitter love.

Tapping his foot as they wait for E, he almost laugh at the ridiculousness of the situation, there they are waiting for E, someone who they left just as much as he left them.

Counting every second as uneasy feelings eats him alive, all of those disappear when somewhere in the background he heard “E is here.”

R told himself “It’s okay he’s here”.

They played.

Pikame this one is for javvie because we both love pikame

Someone was knocking at the door but Yamashita Tomohisa is determined to ignore it.

Yamashita Tomihisa is pissed. Oh yes, his mood is so bad that he feels like he’s going to explode soon. He almost want to hit his head against the nearest wall but that would piss the make-up lady and would just make his day worse.

He almost jumped for joy when the director told that they should take five while they fix some technical problems. He’s sure that he gave everyone a look that Ryo would envy, that’s why nobody followed him at the dressing room, at least nobody stupid.

Resting on the couch he tried not to think about this horrible day. He did not think about how he woke up late and having to rush getting ready. He did not think about forgetting his keys for his apartment and his car. He’s clearly not thinking about not having an option but to take the train and being mobbed by dozens of girls. He’s definitely not thinking about having to do a difficult scene over and over again only to have difficulties with the cameras. Oh yes he’s not think about that he’s a freakin’ optimist.

Pinching the bridge of his nose, a habit that he seems to surface when he’s stressed, he gave out a resigned sigh. All of that wouldn’t have mattered, he’s a professional. Even after all that bad stuff he still delivers his lines and gives his line, all of what ask for his work he still gives a hundred percent and more.

The reason why Yamashita Tomohisa is pissed? The real reason was he hasn’t seen his “Turtle” for a week already. Sure they were both busy, but they still worked at the same company, weren’t they bound to bump with each other. The calls and messages that they exchange are good, but that wasn’t supposed to be their only way to communicate, they’re not in long distance relationship after all.

He just had enough of the knocking that hasn’t stop, standing up with every intention to shout at the person behind the door, something very uncharacteristic for YamaPi, but Yamashita Tomohisa is pissed.

Opening the door, he can only smile, behind it was Kazuya, his Kazuya who is as busy as he is, if not more, who was holding a bento and a bright smile.

“Kame?” looking at his “Turtle” his mood taking a sharp turn towards happy from the terrible mess he was a while ago.

“I heard you were feeling down lately. Thought we both could use a little break.” Kame offered him.

YamaPi is freaking happy, it amazed him how the presence of one Kamenashi Kazuya can instantly wash away his bad mood and make him happy, ridiculously giddy and very, very much in-love.

Drop me a comment kay? hmm... if you have a request feel free to ask! I'll be happy to write it if I can. thankies!

jhisksan @ 2009-06-28T16:52:00

2009-06-28T09:02:07Z

A drabble a day keeps the stress away~ wheee.

from now on I'll be writting drabbles each day, but I don't plan on spamming my flist, so I'll be posting 7 drabbles each week. I can take request but I only write decent stuffs about Sasuke and Itachi, Akame, AnyonexKame and I might try SPN and J2. it can be yaoi, yuri, or gen but I won't be stuck on the fandoms I've mentioned.

So let's kick start this with Jin and Kame, can be interpreted as Akakame or Gen though.

“A... kanishi... kun.”

It took a while before Kazuya could stutter the name of the big blur that jumped and suddenly pinned him to the floor. The older man looked distraught and concerned, very concerned.

“Is something wrong?” Kazuya asked while he was still pinned to the ground. Had this scene happened five years ago, he wouldn’t have been so surprised and he would have been crushed under Jin, he was such a scrawny child.

“KAMENASHI! You should know that no matter what other people say, the people who really care about you knows you tried your best and that is always enough for them so don’t go depressing on us OKAY?.” Jin said all in one breathe that Kazuya wondered if he was alright.
Kazuya’s gaze softened, he wanted to cry but not because he’s sad. Just because he wants to cry, but he holds it in, he’s a big boy now, no more that scrawny kid that is fragile, he’s a fighter now.

“Thank you Jin.”

“It’s okay to cry Kazuya.” Jin said, letting his wrist go and enveloping him in a warm hug.

Since Jin said so Kazuya cried, burying his face on Jin’s shoulder while returning the hug. And for a while, they were young again, without responsibilities, their main concern is not what makes their fans happy but what makes them happy, but most of all they were friends who cared for each other more than any other in the world.

“WAHHH! Bakanishi what are you doing to Kazu-chan?”

The pair stood and gave each other a smile, both holding fits of laughter.

**Forgive me for it's suckiness I'm rusty **

IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never really clicked, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my flist, so let me know with whom I'm friends!

1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarky) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? (If you have no idea, just say something crazy, it'll entertain me!)
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

jhisksan @ 2009-06-15T10:39:00

2009-06-15T02:46:18Z

just dropping by. Phew classes have started I'm halfway done with my Akakame puppy love story, and I have bits on my Mafia JDM story. I should have finished those stories while I was on vacation but my muse left me and I had so much fun lazing around the house and exploring the city with my bike, Pinku. So yeah, and if anyone is still reading this I need a beta for both stories.

jhisksan @ 2009-05-15T10:38:00

2009-05-15T02:38:58Z

jhisksan @ 2009-04-30T11:17:00

2009-04-30T03:20:22Z

I'm Kinda having fun with my internship, but darn it's tiring. And I'm getting used to living alone. I hope I'd find a good job after I graduate. Woot. Just dropping by though. I'll be home tomorrow evening.

I'm such a dork

2009-04-24T13:58:46Z

Quotes

When it rains, all the birds fly for shelter. But eagles alone avoids the rain by flying above the clouds. Problem are common to all but attitude makes the difference.
Keep in mind that there will always be reasons to become sad, but there will never be reasons to stay sad for long.
Before you ask questions think about whether you really like to know the answers
No distance of place or lapse of time can lessen the love of those who are thoroughly persuaded of each other’s worth.
The world holds million things you can play with, a person’s emotion is definitely not one of them
Some lessons are best learned through pain, sometimes our visions clear only after our eyes washed with tears. Sometimes we have to be broken to be whole again. If God meant the day to be perfect, he wouldn’t have invented tomorrow.
Happy people are not necessarily those who have no problem. They are those who have learned to live with things that are less than perfect.
Understand how beautifully God always adds one more day in your life, not because you need it, but because somebody else needs you.
When you know that it will make you happy, grab it, because you will never know if there would be any second chances.
If everybody deserves a second chance, would it mean that we also have the freedom to waste the first one?
If you are aware that you are less than what some people prefer you to be, I’m sure most people are unaware that you are so much more than what they see.
If you are in a difficult spot, realize that God means for you to be where you are. He who has carried you all this far isn’t going to drop you now.
Knowing what it feels like to be hurt is exactly why we try to be kind to others.
The measure of a matured person is not how well they prepare for everything to go right, but on how they stand up and move on after everything goes wrong.
What you want is not always what you get, but in the end, what you get is better than what you wanted.
We really have to stumble and fall a lot of times for us to appreciate the luscious taste of happiness. It’s the ratio of ten pains to one real smile.
When someone really loves you, they will never hurt you and when they do, you’ll see in their eyes that they are hurting too.
One very hard thing in this life is, when you know inside your heart that you love a person dearly but you run out of reasons to fight for what you feel.
If you can’t fly, run. If you can’t run, walk. If you can’t walk, crawl. But by all means, keep moving – Martin Luther King.

~~Bob Ong~~ Hindi ito galing kay Bob Ong. Read comments below.

Ang mata ay nasa harapan upang makita ang daan, hindi para iyakan ang nagdaan.
Kung ang tinapay nga na iniwan mo sa mesa ay may kumukuha, yun pa kayang mga bagay na mas mahalaga sayo?walang nagtatagal sa panahong ito at kung may iiwan ka siguraduhin mong hindi nay un mahalaga.

On other news, I'll be having my internship next monday! I'm excited it'll be the longest I'm away from my family, not that I don't like them, I love them, but it's about time I get on my own two feet.

jhisksan @ 2009-03-12T06:32:00

2009-03-11T22:33:59Z

Should I do it?

Eraserheads truly the best

2009-03-08T13:20:11Z

I was too giddy last night to make a proper post. But right now I'm ready to tell my tale. I was thankful to be able to go to Eraserheads: The Final Set 03/07/09. It was an incredible moment. So surreal. Watching them perform is amazing.

My friends, Pit and Cheenee, and I really wanted to see the concert, but we did not plan to go since we have several problems, like transportation, Cheenee and pit haven't been to Manila before and me not being all street smart, several papers to due on Monday. Several test to take on the following week, budget problems. The biggest problem though is that my parents won't allow me to go, because if I can't go so can't chee and pit.

I was really surprised when my parents allowed me to go about lunch time the day of the concert. They even told me that they would pick us up after the concert. So Cheenee, Pit and I went on to our plan. On to the Eheads concert!

Making a long story short. We walked a lot. Got really really tired before getting to the concert grounds. We were only able to buy bronze ticket since we didn't plan it. But it was enough for us. Just seeing them perform, even from far away is amazing. Their presence is overwhelming. I do not understand the magic of this band but I felt it.

The crowd is overwhelming. From what I see the turnout is even bigger then of MCR and FOB. But what's more overwhelming is how they make the crowd respond. From what I seen and experienced in the past, the default reaction of the Filipino crowd whenever a band is playing is NR or no reaction:

Singer: *singing random lyrics* lalalalalala
crowd: ...
singer: sing with me.
crowd: ...
singer: O_o

if there will people who responds they would only be a handful and one can barely hear. But with Eraserheads the crowd sings with Ely even before he asks to. Almost everybody got to sing except Buddy.

It was really good, because I can feel that there is no more tension between the band. It seems like they are friends again for real. I don't feel qualified to comment at their fight because I don't know what happened. All I can say though is that everyone got hurt, but it's ok now. People moved on. And they are adults enough to know that.

When the concert started there was this fear inside of me that Ely would have another attack. But it dissipated when I saw how the band supports Ely in a way. In tagalog terms sinasalo nila si Ely. Borrowing Cheenee's thoughts the performance is not that intense which I can understand but it does not mean that it's less powerful.

It was funny when Ely said good night and people reacted. Then everyone is silent waiting for something to happen. That probably happened twice.

It was touching when they asked the crowd to cheer for Francis M. They even sung a part of the Kaleidoscope world. As the crowd cheered Kiko.

I was almost sad when they sang Huling El Bimbo and burned the sticker piano for their finale. It was the like saying that this is indeed the last time. Time to move on.

They said goodbye and people started leaving. But then they came back to sing again just for fun. And everybody ran back inside. We were able to enter the Gold ticket's place since they decided that it's already an open gate. And seeing them closer is even more overwhelming.

~~I do hope that this is not the last time we will see them in stage together.~~

I'm really lucky that I was able to see them perform.

Ely,Raimund, Marcus, Buddy you guys are the best

jhisksan @ 2009-03-08T01:56:00

2009-03-07T17:58:51Z

I went to the Eraserheads concert. It was amazing. I can clearly see why they ARE the best.

jhisksan @ 2009-02-23T00:07:00

2009-02-22T16:08:59Z

Happy Birthday Kame! Stay as the beautiful person that you are. I will always love you.

on the other hand today is the anniversary of EDSA I. It was the moment when the Filipino people wowed the world and showed how a country can be one, how to win a war without blood and most importantly love and unity. I'm proud to be a Filipino, I hope that our generation can stand up and be together again to help our country to stand up. I still have hope and I will never stop believing.